4 more days to go...

4 more days to go will be end of my 4mths itp...dun feel anything cuz mayb tt day still haven come...or mayb noe tt huijun,john, bavani n simin will still be ard.i come go bk lunch with them or meet up with them aft their wrk...bt nxt yr june,think huijun,bavani n simin will nt b ard liao...huijun went bk to study U,bavani n simin contract is due...n sad is e officer dec is resigning...he had tender his resignation...though i nt under him,but he is a nice person...act indian man is nt bad la...think i too scare or turn off by him liao...everytime i go hm,when i wanna say bye to him....he will nt q me anything whther i finish my wrk all this things..juz let me take my time to do n learn...n always grim cheekily @ comp n say "bye bye" to me...

this wk n last me was kinda of busy cuz of tution..helping gin cuz she having exam...me really cant teach...towards sci,i forgotten everythings...think program too much liao...it was like i having tution nt her...hehe...think gin will b...with me...haha...

nxt wk...i will b very busy n tired...mon - tues tution...thurs,going out with Huijun they all...we gonna catch a movie...mayb ladder 49 or...act we intend to watch wimbledom bt so sad...the last day for it was nxt wed..so we decide another...fri, meeting gin @ nitez,mayb go ktv or...sat hope i can stay @ hm n slack...sun gonna go out with fam to do last min shopping b4 going bk my on thurs...looking foward for er-ge wedding dinner on 21/11/2004...it gonna alot of ppl...ard 1000 ppl...n all my relatives will attend...

4mths end of itp

this wk...i also dunno y start to hve those she bu de feeling to those ppl @ SHC...hoping aft my itp,able to come bk n join them for lunch....though normally i nv tok much,heard them san ba more...dun c this 3guys...lunch time...also very busy...while eating,also miao gal...even e officer also...

Monday
today,there will 2 new staffs join e-insurance side....e guys wont excited @ all as they already hw e 2 gals lk lk frm their resume...cuz aft e interview,e officer bring both of them to e HR dept to take a peep...e guys wont very dissapointed...can c...bt to me is ok...e chinese 1 is cute,e indian is very nu ren wen,though she nv dress till very femine...surprisngly,i can click with both of them...also dunno y...is like i tok to them more than i tok to huijun...think mayb cuz huijun lunch with officer,den dur office hrs she very busy...dare nt disturb her..like jus go there tok cock with her den waste her time....den she very conscientious toward her wrk...n today let officer sign logbk,A+ again...hehe...den aft we stay in his officer...he share with us alot of things n comment abt us...he make 1 comment i m a party gal,omg...ttt gen is "party",our gen is "clubbing"......wrking experience,life,goal,wishes,hopes n alot more...spend 1hr more in his rm...bt is really zhong yan ni er...bu ting lao re yan,chi gui zai yan qian,jiu hou shu si de si zi ji....today,e indian man very busy...no time to entertain me n like he keep mia...hehe....

Tuesday
omg....i stay in e officer till gonna 8pm,tt guy also....we were e last to leave...me was very tired by then...tt indian man cuz he was free n take this opp to advise,tok,share with us...like wat e officer did on mon...n frm gonna 5sth...bt really is very true...he share alot of things...is really re de ben xin...re jiu shi zhe yang...kinda of find tt i hve quite e same thinking as indian man...is like when said,i was thinking ya hor...i hve this thought b4...n he ask 1 q which on our last day,we need to tell him...n is our resposibililty bf we leave...wat we gonna do in 15yrs time...is very impt...even e officer also gt mention...we need to plan current n future...n nt live life 1 day by day....i was dumbfolded when e indian man ask us cuz he also expected we nv think of or dun hve...tt y he wanna share with us all those things...wan us to do it...so tt we will b successful or very successful nt lead a normal life...n indian man wanna open his own IT comp by 37,me was thinking..if really,i will wrk in his comp...n this 2 day,another guy start to bully me....open e door for e other 2 gals,den when my turn,cut thru...n find this 2 day,me tok alot...think e guy were kind of surprise tt i tok so much cuz to them nv tok much...think e whole office think i nt sociable....

Thursday
today....tml gonna meet up ru,ling,wen,lynnie n peng for fyp discussion...so excited gonna c they all aft so long n somemore is fri...today,went scott for lunch,e officer join us...a grp of 8 ppl...like e feeling...bt i was more click to e 2gals...we lunch frm ard 12.30 to ard 2...cuz e officer share with us luv,marriage,fam...hw to deal,wat is e diff...bt is true...bt he make 1 comment which i find it very true..."nw wat u think is sweet,romantic etc.bt aft few yrs bk,u will think certain things u do is childish..."sth like tt...n e officer also said sth..."guy will nv settle dwn with his 1st gf n will nt only hve 1gf in his whole lifetime.if yes,e guy is really very rare n dumb."this wk...learn alot of things...nt IT bt all abt life,ppl thought etc....think i will learn more frm them rather than jus purely go n study physcology....

spread e joy to every1

it been long time nv update my blog....n it been so long..cant rem wat had happen...

sometime i find it strange...y m i always so happy...nth for me to b sad,mad or worry over etc....or mayb better nt...bt e ppl ard me like hve sth sad,worry etc...hope they can b happy, optimistic...

monday...mc again...hehe...same old prob....flu,sore throat...n my sore throat start with e sour plum...kinda of weird...sat already sick,bt nv go n c doc..think tt i juz ate panadol or e ge gen tang,will get well soon...cuz gonna meet up yuanru n lynnie...we go play pool,ate mos...tis is e 2nd time i ate mos within 1 wk,thurs also...bt i very happy abt...cuz i been craving for fastfd....

tuesday....went to wrk....kind of sianz...met huijun @ wisma n we walk to office together...she told me tt indian man yest also off...i was thinking ah ya...y he dun off today...show indian man my wrk,he was satisfied with it..kind of shock...n happy...n e reason was nt tt my wrk is very nice...is bcuz of my attitude...hve initiative n creative...n indian man told me tt i will b wrking on code once i done with e little little stuffs for e homepage...is very interesting...i hve to think of e procedures...user can choose whether wanna switch on/off e tooltips...den i need to write code tt able to all e jsp...n nt those go individual pages n change..i also learn tt javascript can also do the stuffs tt i thought only can b done using flash...is act those auto scroll msg n it will apuse in btw n can link also.....12.30pm,lunch time....hehe....lucky plz again..yup,tis time we went to tis rabbit rest tt sell shark fin,sea cucumber etc soup...those delicacies...bt is those economical type...order buddha jump over e wall...nt bad...bt i like e dessert alot,very nice...nicer than my mum cook...n i dun need to fork out $ as joyce who bring us to there,treat us....

wednesday...wanna show indian man my wrk...bt he was so busy today,meeting n meeting....aft lunch brk,he was nt in e office,went out for meeting,wont b coming bk...me dunno wat to do as i finish editing...slack e whole aft....hehe....waiting for tml to come so tt i can e tooltips thing...

aN enjoYable wK...

wednesday...met up gin again cuz she wanna go bugis buy bag..since me free aft tt,accomp her...as usual we 2 gal will always say..aft buying tis n tt,den we go wanna go hm early....bt it wont cuz we 2 will walk walk here n there...esp n mostly is me...hehe....i bought 1 top,16bucks from dorothy perkin...simple n nice n most imptly comfortable...aft tt went double index...saw 1 nice camisole...went to try...hmmm,infrnt flat den loose loose,cant buy..wear liao nt nice...also dunno y...

thurs,met up with lynnie...cuz she wanna go taka lib borrow asp bk...we went to lib, dun hve e asp bk bt hve asp.net...aft tt we dunno y walk to e moomcake fair there...wow...alot of mooncake stalls n fd...we nv bought as both of us r going hm for dinner,bt we agree tt sat we will come here n eat b4 ktv...lynnie saw her fav mooncake...teochew yam mooncake,those crispy crispy fried mooncake...is classic as nt many youngster will appreciate tis type...e lady there let us try...is very big pc n is very nice comapre to other rest/hotel...hot hot...

sat was an enjoyable day...meet lynnie @ tp to make contact lens...aft chking,me was very sad to hear tt my left eye hve asmatigism though is only 75,nt tt high...is recommended tt my left eye wear B&L toric contact lenes...n toric lenses is more x than normal n i cant wear normal 1...n my degree does nt increase is my asmatigism inc which cause me cant c things tt sharp...i was thinking tt i cld get my contact on spot bt so sad no stock,need to order...bt my contact lenses like e last day liao...told e salesgal,e salesgal was very nice..."wear spec for e time being"...e salesgal is very nice...aft we done,e salesgal ask us "u 2 wanna wear ur contact lense.if u want,go inside e rm"...we were...when we were inside,e salesgal even stand behind us holding a box of tissue...so tt we can use it...bt lynnie n me nv notice n we use our own tissue...this salesgal is very nice n understanding...aft tt,we meet yuanru @ orchard...we were late..hehe...bt she will b qi xiao when she c her hamster,lynnie...hehe....we go taka to buy e fd den aft we go ktv...we smuggle e fd inside,hehe..think e k-box ppl also used to it liao...e fd there so ex,n tt nice...it was dissapointed,alot of songs we cant sing cuz of e system...tell e staff,do nth...service so poor...n somemore so ex...20++ person...e most ex ktv ever sing...n nt worth it...n we thought there wil b 3mics,nope...same as prtyworld,2 mics...bt we 3 still hve very enjoyable ktv session..aft tt,me n ru went to scotts for dinner...lynnie met up with his Dear...pao qi me n ru...no la..juz joking..try e korean fd there,nt bad...ru order dunno wat rice...try some,taste nice...mayb nxt time,when i very hungry will order 1...aft we walk dwn orchard...ouside heeren there is 1 coffee hse,saw 2 dog...they were very very big...n very cute...very hairy...usually i afraid of dogs,bt e 2 dogs were so cute...like those big big toy...bt it muz b very ex...i met e guy who same itp as me @ heeren,wave n smile to him n i walk off asap possible...hmm,saw some1 familiar,lk like i noe him..turn bk n lk again...hey,is mingyan...Ooooo,e world is really very small,they noe each other...tok to him awhile...n he ask me 1 q..."do u noe amy bday jus pass "sth like tt...u think i care n bother to rem...none of my biz...waste my mem space...hehe...others mayb will rem,her..4gt abt it...n me dun need to b jia hao ren,if ppl think i bad,den bad lor...cant b bother..i find it wat i did is nt wrg...dun b so hypocrite...

sun,slept till 12++...so xuan...n watch tv whole day...slacking @ hm..bt e nxt day is mon,gonna wrk again...sianz...

today...i was so happy...indian man nv come,dunno y so happy...act wanna go c doc to c my neck...bt early in e morning,went to update my passbk...terrible terrible...half of my pay is gone...n my wallet dun hve alot of $ liao...need to spend less...den was thinking,go 1 time...30++ bucks,dun wan to go liao...ex,save $...meet up ling @ tp to pass her cookie cutters n SAT bk to lynnie...she wear e skirt...very nice...on my way,i was asking her tt is she m1 cuz mayb i wanna buy marriot hotel mooncake n m1 cust entitled 25% disc...tried e green tea mooncake,nice..bought 1 box...aft disct,27++,reasonable...aft tt we go centrept to collect her hp,og cuz she wanna buy shoes..aft tt,we went taka mooncake fair...me go there again...hehe...nt many ppl..tt gd...if nt,need to squeeze...i tried red bean mooncake cuz it been so many yrs i nv eat liao..keep trying bt cldnt find e taste i want...finally ate 1 which is very close to e wei dao i once fam with...bt think is still nt tt taste...on our way to mrt station,pass by isetan...i also dunno is it i drag ling inside n we try e anna sui perfume...we try e butterfly, dolly gal n ooh la la...dunno y dolly gal smell very nice comp to other,e one 1 using...even ling think so even though she use butterfly...aft trying,i brought her to sasa cuz i wanna ask her to smell e ESCADA perfume,wat is her comment...nope,they dun hve sample...sad...e salesgal intro us another brand...e latest dunno wat proactive,ad gt show,guys c woman den they shui...bt i still like e dolly gal n escada...aft tt,we walk to mrt n home sweet hm...

went ntuc to buy conditioner...dun hve dove conditioner...omg...i cant live w/0 conditioner...n i dun wan to buy other brand cuz is like u use dove shampoo,u muz use dove conditioner,1 set..went lee hw,venus dun hve..went watson,i cldnt find..was very shocked..search up n dwn for it...saw it,dl chk again it is dove conditioner..yes,it is...finally n i can go hm...me was very tired n whole body aching...n my feet was so pain as was wearing heels n is quite high...

bAd DaY....

Monday
OUCH!!!! sprain my neck....so pain...n i cant eat spicy fd,cold drink n ....sianz...my left neck n left hand was in deep pain...e pain was untolerable till i wanna scream out...went to c tie da yi shen...1 lk n touch,she conclude tt i sprain my neck n nt once bt many times already cuz of wrng sleeping posture n others reasons also...she gonna massage for me...i thought ok nth...juz msg only...her daughter knew her mum gonna msg for me,she warn me it gonna b very pain...OMG!!!!PAIN!!!can i dun do it...jus as i was going to tell e yi shen can u b gentle abit...OUCH!!!!!PAIN!!!...very pain...when it going to b done soon...my head was tilt here n there n she like using all her force to help me msg my neck so tt e vein cld flow...i was laughing in pain...n her daughter still lk @ me while her mum help me msg n alot of ppl inside...luckily,i nv cried out n scream like mad,if nt so embarassed..."crack"...done...me so happy...she stick those big big smelly plaster on my neck n ask me muz stick 4 1wk even when i go to wrk...i was "muz,can dont,very ugly n smelly lei"....aft 1wk need to go bk again n tis time she gonna msg my shoulder,hand...torture....e big big plaster is getting hotter n hotter aft sometime...pay 36bucks to suffer.

Tuesday
wake up,my head was splitting...me wanna take mc,bt come to think of it,will deduct pay again,less 2obucks...haiz...me bo bian go to wrk n guai guai stick e plaster though it ugly...trying very hard to hide it,hoping tt my hair can cover n cut it into small piece,bt ppl still can c...went to wrk,felt so uncomfortable,gonna faint soon,no energy,head was very pain for whole morning...went for lunch,1 of e guy find tt my neck gt sth white white...den he ask me... i said yup,u nv c wrgly...den tt lame guy said "yest,u gt into fight???"...den i said "yaya" -_-"""...went to fdcrt,nt much choice left for me...ate mee suan,so bland.my auntie cook 1 nicer...my neck pain start again...ren REN ren!!!

aft wrk,meet up gin...accmp her go Royal Sporting Hse...den aft tt went far east bt we nv shop there for very long cuz gin saw some1 n she was so terrified of it tt she walked off immediately... i was so shocked n puzzle as nv c her react in this way b4...when i gonna turn my head,she juz walked off ...think she will fear of going far east liao esp wkend...hehe....

mum gave me 20bucks,was very happy.when i @ e busstop,i cldnt e other 10buck : (....bt i dunno where i drop it.i thought mayb i drop it outside my hse,call my auntie to chk,dun hve....lied to my auntie tt i nv lost it,if nt i will kanna nag by her,mum n dad...think lk wat e chinese said "po chai dang zha"....

my KL cousin email.was surprise to recieve her email,bt she ask me sth tt i dunno hw to ans n i dunnoe whether wanna let dad c...if dad c,mum noe,mum will nag n cant imagine wat will my dad do...n i cant cfm is it she sent 1..."Erm, just asking, will you help me if i am short of cash?........Just incase, and of course i will returned you........Don't worry, i am not demanding from you, i just asked only............"i was thinking if i lent u is nt a small sum,it will b quite a big sum.i dun hve much n e saving i hve is for my spending n e way i spend $...i think is my parents who hve help me to save for future use lor.....though i noe is for her U,bt me was thinking my si-gu can afford to buy those branded branded stuffs,saving,i sure they hve n my si-gu-zhan is so determined to sent or her daughter muz gt into U,since she was born,they sure gt prepare $...n my MY mum even told me b4,i muz gt into U cuz my si-gu-zhan said b4 no matter wat tt her daughter muz gt into U to obtain a degree n said our family none.left me,e only hope...bt i think,is hopeless...bt i still hve chance,i will wrk hard to gt into U...

juS aNother wK

today is sat...stay @ hm whole day sleeping,eating....think bcoming more n more like a pig liao....act,today gonna meet up gin to jog to train for pft bt me too tired n lazy liao...cancel away..really going to b a pig liao...

nowsday,ppl r more n more heartless...pity for those russian kids..they were only pri sch n were sort of torture by e terrorist...y cant e terrorist put themselve in other ppl shoes..wat if nw is their kids???they will sure fuming mad n will nt fang guo those ppl...more than 1000ppl,some injure,some died n they were all nt wearing anything xcept a .....though everyday news broadcast,bt i was too tired to listen to news...me everyday juz wanna sleep,till today i only reliased hw pity e kids were...esp when their parents are crying...is a very very saddest feeling tt no wrds can describe...hope everything will b in peace soon n no more this kinds of incident...make e wrld a less misery for everybody to live...kids r innocent...hear 1 quote frm tv,quite meaningful..."god take yi wan nian to create human beings,bt it take only a few second to destroy a person life" ...i shld cherish every moment n every1 ard me..hwever nowsday i keep screaming @ my fam mayb cuz of my wrk....

yest,fri..aft wrk...i feel so tired n stress up cuz of my wrk....whenever i stress or nt in gd mood,i will do sth to my hair n this is y i hve been kan chai tou twice.sort of...me went to treatment my hair...35bucks,me jus give it a try...nt bad...bt e person i cant fig he is eng-speaking or mandarin speaking...cuz normally can noe frm e way they speak...like his tongue twisted...n keep saying e wrng things also...bt me too tired liao...nv really listen to wat he said...me juz dian dian tou n smile...dunnoe wat he said,also nod...n try to read e mag to keep me awake....try e dunno wat clip to straight stuffs...e person said this will b e effect when i rebond my hair bt more flat....eeeee,me dun suit rebonding,too flat for me liao...is very funny...bt my back,suit rebonding cuz it make hair more neat nt like shun zhi...sides,in frnt is a no no for me....will turn out disastrous...if i do,i wont step out of my hse @ all...n i dunno y everytime went salon,ppl will ask me 1 q n comment 1 thing...."ur hair quite straight,rebond b4" n "ur hair end very bao lei "

thurs my mood was really very terrible bad cuz of tt indian man...he always think tt everything is easy...always said "easy,rite"..."ya ya.easy easy,u try urself lor"...me keep hesistate wanna ask him frm morning till lunch brk...cuz was thinking whether he noe CR very well or nt n others dunno @ all...me approach him n misinterpret my q.lack of com...nvm...he said sth which made me mad..."u dun do e report w/o knowing e purpose"...bt e prob is they nv specified/said clearly...e 1st time,he jus pass me e cd n ask me to install n explore n log in e website to c e template,do some excercise,den said mon HJ will give me e rpt template to do...i explore lor w/o knowing tt it can link to database,still thinking e data need to type in 1 by 1,so tedious.only reliase when HJ chk my wrk,she was very shock when i finish e rpts within 1/2 hr,n den i reliase e "shen qi" of CR n alots of things.he lk to chk whether i gt learn frm it,hate it...nt openly bt in another way...hate it...everyday me dread to go to wrk.n he also said this ,"if i master CR is also of no value to me" which made me more mad,is like saying i nv learn...me gonna go mad cuz of this....me more fam with CR than him lor...to me is he dunno n nt fam with it.bt dunno he act he dunnoe or wat...n aft tt,he told HJ tt CR is diff to learn bt i thinking nt lor...he is in expert in JAVA lei,hui nan dao ta mah.me rather depend on e ref bk.

last fri,i bought a digit cam,konica minolta,e latest model...so happy abt it as i finally own a digit cam...meet my dad aft wrk,lecture by him cuz last min call him den say wanna go comex n seem tt he act hve sth on...hehe,bt think dad also noe my motive la.purposely went to HP LP section,saw JJ only n surprisingly he still recognize me mayb he still rem i own him 1 burger king value meal,nv saw others.act my mu di is 2 c whether tt guy gt wrk...nope.nv.

jUz AnOtHer DaY...

yesterday,mum went for follow-up...den e doc tell her tt she need to do a minor laser op...when mum heard tt,she was sianz n shocked as doc mention b4 bt she nv expected tt is yest....n she need to pay 700 bucks for it...mum hve no choice,bt to op n she took mc.....

yest,gonna meet up ling n bao...den ling msg me tt bao no meeting us as she tired...so is ling n me...bt dur lunch brk,call hm,auntie said mum @ hm,nv go wrk cuz of e op....hearing tt,i thinking wanna meet up ling or nt...thinking tt i go hm early is better....in e end,i cancel e meeting.....

mid aft...mum call n ask me to accomp to make spec..firstly she find her old spec very oh bian....den she dun wanna wear cuz her tong shi will laugh @ her,she wanna gt a trendy,stylist spec...2ndly,she need it to protect her eye.....luckily,i cancel meeting up ling or nt need to cancel last min...which hate most,is like so enthu abt shopping den.....

lunch brk,went lucky plz...sianz..i c e fd till sianz nevertheless eating it...order chix rice...also dunno y i order...lunch with those guys,den they asking me "nw bird flu,u still order chix rice"..i was thinking ya hor...also dun noe y...n e chix rice dun lk n taste like chix rice...colour weird weird...nv c chix rice in this colour....think white rice mix with dark soya sauce taste even nicer...went paragon 7-11,watson,couldn't find e cookie tt wen gave me last time...haiz...hve e kick of eating to make me more happy....e rice really make me turn off...today lunch brk,nv joins those guys...so no lucky4 me... : P

i also dun noe y this wk feel so tired...went to bed ard 11pm which is early than usual,e nxt morning,still very sleepy...dun feel like going to wrk,bt no choice,nt like sch,still can play cheat.....ard 10am++,will fall asleep,hoping 6pm will arrive soon,can hm sweet hm...

tml gonna meet up with ling,i muz gt some tops...i been wearing e same few tops for 2mths...n there is 1 wk,i wearing all blk...sianz with it...tml me dun no wat to wear...mayb will wear e wrap skirt,den top....headache...cant match with funny funny colour,if nt turn out vey funny..den cant weat green....it make me lk like a tree that is inverted...sianz...tml c hw is my mood...was thinking y this comp dun hve dress dwn day,@ least more comfortable,den will feel more happy mah....